Girls and boys cry the about the same amount until they reach age 12. This woman surpassed anything I could have ever hoped for. One possible reason is that at some time in the past, expressing a particular emotion crying especially brought about shame or ridicule. What do I need to do to make myself feel better? I know I felt a connection to Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis and I was kinda scared by it. You may feel like you have no real reason to be depressed. I went 3 weeks hardly eating or sleeping.
Some days I can hide it and others barely hang on. I try to rev myself up with motivational tapes, to no avail. Of course you are numb, and you feel that tight feeling in your chest. I had to move away, the kids wanted to stay with my parents because their dad lived an hour away. People that I know would not suspect that I am depressed.
I mean I love kids and I have a heart but hey find ways to cope there is a light at the end of that tunnel, as they say. I have been thinking I cannot be depressed because I never cry yet I never feel joy and while I function it is a matter of going through the motions. He will always blame someone else. Maybe they'd know what to do. I think today I am going to get some help. It will ruin his life.
Even though it is totally irrational. Think deeply about what's making you sad. I sincerely thank you and appreciate all your time in reading this. Having moved from my hometown feels like the biggest mistake of my life. However, that in itself is exhausting. When I had a year of severe depression in 2006, I attended a funeral and it was a devastating loss, but for some reason, I couldn't cry.
I feel this dark cloud coming over me. Have given up and just wait to die. I wish someone could help me. It is easier for me to blame circumstances, other people, etc. I have found that I need more than 20 minutes most days, but on those really busy days you must give yourself at least 20 minutes to breath and look after yourself. I know I need to complete a book I have been trying to write for years, but depression holds me back.
Do you have a good friend? Second, let go of the mom-hate. I love art but that has become a chore as well. I think it's completely understandable that you like to have an advantage. It's intensely frustrating that I can't cry because I feel like it would help. My oldest daughter is happily married and in her 2nd year of teaching. There was always someone in my life who, I told myself, would be way too devastated if I ever harmed myself.
I am perfectly content lying on the couch not going out for days. Has anyone else experienced this? The thing we often think is a problem sometimes isn't a problem at all. You have to admit vulnerability and allow that you are not the all-conquering superhero you thought you were. They are the only reason I stick around this godforsaken planet. And as for attracting complete losers, I'm a pro lol! Again I am sorry if I am bugging anyone. I type with just one hand.
. I have so much trouble explaining to people what it is like. I know i have had several bad life experiences that havd pushed me to this point. I am getting diminishing returns on my investment. So at that point, I went from someone who never had annny difficulty in being able to cry, to someone who basically never cried. Especially when i sleep late the night before. I am tired, tired, tired.